Religious Much ?

No . I'm not a Christian . I don't believe in God , Jesus or the Bible . This does not make me an Atheist . I do believe in a ^{higher being} , I just agree with the teachings of another religion . " Why " , you ask ? There are several reasons . For one , the most judgmental and hateful , spiteful people I have ever met happened to be hard core Christians . They based their hate and rejection on scriptures and quotes they got from a book they don't even know who wrote . They judge others and say they are " hell bound " for exercising their right to do as they damn well please . How are you going to consider being gay a sin , yet make up excuses as to why a man can beat on his wife ? Just because you're " saved " doesn't make you better than anyone else .

what am I ?

this is the first time ive decided to reveal my religion . Not because im afraid or embarrassed , i just feel its a touchy subject . buuuuuttt i am a BUDDHIST . there . now you know .

Weeds.

I hate men . No , not really . I just hate most of them . . . maybe a good 80% I mean they smile , they say all the right things , they make you feel special . . . . they just . . well , charm the dog shit out of you .

Oh . and im harrddd to get to . I can tell in an instant if Im attracted or if I never have to see speak or hear from you again .

Walls . Im a huge fan of those . I build mine extremely high . I mean , dude , you'd have to get like 6 ladders just to get over it , or you could just knock it down . . . or If I like you enough , Ill let it down . . . but lately , i feel like my wall has been attacked , ambushed , bombed . . . bleh .

Men are weeds . I am a flower . I can't grow because these men keep inhibiting my progress . I need the right man to come and pick them .

I have a question . How do you all sleep at night ? like . . . how do you FUCK a girl over and then sleep at night ? Like how do you use her , lie to her and then expect her to be your friend ? Are you an idiot ?

AND THEN .

you have the NERVE to call me bitter . . . little boy . . . please . Go be up new chick's ass and leave me alone . Don't ask to be my friend , nd nah , dude . we aint " cool " . Truth is ? I probably wouldn't care if i EVER hear from you again . #JadeLynnShrug .

- Signed ,
The Flower .

Make Up Freak . ¬_¬

I get loads of questions about my make up and what i use so , ill post it . . kay ?

- dream matte mouse foundation/powder ( Maybelline )

- Line and Lash Stiletto eye liner and Mascara ( Maybelline )

- Fairest Nude Lipstick ( Loreal )

those are the every day basics . now stop asking me : )

Why I Say What I Say . . . .

ive always been taught to speak my mind , so thats what i decide to do .
i don't hesitate because if i do , chances are , ill change my mind .
The saying is simple " treat others how you want to be treated . " To me , this means
if someone gets on my bad side more than once , there they shall stay . Im all
for second chances , but after that , we will have nothing but watered down ,
impersonal , strained conversations . " Lynn , why are you so mean/bitter/grumpy/rude? "
If i had a dollar for every time i was asked this , paying for school would be
no problem . The truth is , im not any of the above . . . im just simply tired . I have no room left to trust , I have no heart , I have no feelings . I never wanted to end up this way at such a young age , but im here . Things could just up and change tomorrow , nobody knows , but in the mean time , Ill continue to be a bitch and not take a word that is said to me too seriously . hell , this works for me . Im not a negative person , im actually very peaceful . i have buddha all over my room . lol .its just that people tend to take advantage of that , and now i have no choice but to be . . . well . . . a BITCH .